Nervous to try

So I have sucked one cock in my life, 16 years ago, when I was 16. (he was 15 at the time)

I didn't love the experience, like a good boy, I swallowed, but it didn't move me in any way.

The urge always stayed with me, the idea and thought of sucking cock makes me ROCK hard.

Deep down, I want to do it again.

A couple of years ago, I tried meeting up with someone I knew who was gay. He found out through a drunken conversation that I had once experimented with a guy in high school, and this got him keen on my mouth.

We met up but when I walked into his house, I had a damn near panic attack! I couldnt do it. He was great and let me go, but said if I ever want to try again, to hit him up.

I want to, but I'm nervous. I also feel bad for this friend of mine as I gave him blue balls. A part of me (on top of wanting to try it) feels I owe him on some level also. To my knowledge, as well, he has kept my secret, which I greatly appreciate.

Here is kinda what I want from this: can someone here either pump me up into doing it or talk me down to earth?

Have him give you head a few times. Maybe you'll get more comfortable with the idea of sucking cock after being with him.

Maybe you need a drink or two to loosen you up and then you will have the courage to take him in your mouth.

It took me over 20 years to suck my first cock. Now I kick myself for waiting so long. After sucking the first one when i was SO nervous I sucked a few more in the weeks after. Then I was not even getting hard when sucking as I was still nervous. Now the last cock I sucked last summer. I did get hard after he came in my mouth. So now the next time I hope to be really hard, and no longer nervous. It takes time to get over it, but is WELL worth it.

You should commit to sucking cock a few times to see if you really like it or not. My bet is that you will love it, and become a cock sucking cum slut like me.

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Originally Posted by Kip2june

It took me over 20 years to suck my first cock. Now I kick myself for waiting so long. After sucking the first one when i was SO nervous I sucked a few more in the weeks after. Then I was not even getting hard when sucking as I was still nervous. Now the last cock I sucked last summer. I did get hard after he came in my mouth. So now the next time I hope to be really hard, and no longer nervous. It takes time to get over it, but is WELL worth it.

You should commit to sucking cock a few times to see if you really like it or not. My bet is that you will love it, and become a cock sucking cum slut like me.

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I was also a late starter, around 50 as well, even though I was curious for much longer. I agree after a few cocks you lose your nervousness