For the past 10 years nothing turns me on more than thinking about sucking a big cock till it cums in my mouth. Every time i want to i get nervous. Im not gay I'm not attracted to men at all. I Just love cock if that makes sense. No anal or kissing or anything. Problem is idk where to start. Im just trying to find a chill dude with a nice cock who is in the same positon as me. I dont know where to start. And dont tell me to ask a friend cuz no way lol.