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  1. I am so sick and tired of personal ads and the games and unsure people

    I was questioning for so long by the time I tasted my first man I knew I was ready for more, not 100% but knew if the right safe guy came along who was handsome and right for me I would move quickly, I checked personal ads and found a and met a couple gay guys I hooked up with with no hesitation, once I knew I wanted and craved cock it was a done deal, I wouldn't cheat on my then girlfriend to do it so broke up with her and posted a person ad on a dating site, what a waste of F'ing time, all these older guys and their secrets and lies, I am very clear I don't want anyone in the closet or questioning, testing the waters, but yet, every single one of the replies are vague, or you have to drag things out of them, then they admit they have a partner, so while I understand being nervous or questioning, if you jerk off to cock and only think about men, which I did while with women, once you get a taste and decide you want more, be honest like I was and tell your suitor your situation, lots of guys are willing to let you test the waters. But I can see why most gay guys stay away from straight dudes and bi's, it's all wishing and wondering. If you say you are bo or gay, don't waste peoples time, be honest if you messaged them, and stop with the likes or matches, just freakin say hi and what you are hoping to do, ask men what they prefer in bed, don't just say hi there and expect us to drag it out of you, you're the one reaching out, say something, say too much if you need to, don't be a mute.
  2. I really enjoy helping other people.

    I spend a lot of time online chatting with men. Probably hundreds of hours at this point seeing as I started chatting sometime around the early 2000s.

    I started using Yahoo chat and found that a lot of men really like to chat with Crossdressers and I liked the attention. For the first little bit, I was really put off by the fact that some of these men wanted me to try and get sexual with me, I didn't think I was really there for that. I think I should point out at this point I was still not really admitting to myself that I was bisexual at this time and really, REALLY tried to repress my desires.

    But as time went on I liked the sexual attention more and more. I started to play along with some of the guys more and more and found myself sitting on the computer till the wee hours of the morning helping to get guys off and myself in the process. I don't get into things other than the most vanilla of situations, Oral, Anal, and talking about cumming was about as far as I would go (Still is) but the thought of knowing I can make a man cum with just my words is a real turn on.

    I don't stay up as late anymore seeing as I am 20 years older but I still do enjoy being able to chat and get people off.
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  3. A cheating heart

    This is Lydia,, Tight1-4u?s alter.. I am the female half.. I am here to tell you that I have been out now seeing Randy for about 3 months.. he is very sexually erotic and has used me very well almost every day since I started seeing him.. he is quite well hung 8- 8 1/2? and thick like a Red Bull can.. yes I measured.. I love thick.. about two weeks ago Randy introduced me to a guy named Tim.. he ask and ask if he might visit me one night.. and he did.. turns out we ended up in bed.. he is hung very very well.. about 11? and not as thick as Randy but more than average.. he reached in and touched places and things that have not Been reached for a long time.. he sank in to me so far and deep that it sent quivers up my spine.. my body quivered and shook while he fucked me.. my mind fell into a trance of sexual pleasure.. I wanted nothing more than to be there with him inside me fucking me.. he has great stamina and fucked me for three hours that night.. my body was extremely exhausted,, my mind was on fire with this guy!! He has been back 3 times since that night and has made me crazy with lust and desire.. I think I kinda fell in love with Randy.. he is so kind and sweet and fucked me almost every day.. he dose me good!! But I can?t seem to shake Tim out of my head!! I feel like I am cheating on Randy.. But he knows that I still service married men.. I am loving my life now being fucked all the time and having so much cum in me.. what?s a gurl to do?? I guess just lye back and enjoy the cock at hand..
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  4. I'm Back

    Well, nothing has really changed since the last time I posted anything here.

    The wife and I rarely have sex anymore, her meds really take to oomph out of our sex life, and according to the doctors, this is just how it is.

    I still find myself back here and on other sites chatting and having a good time talking to other men and trying to have at least have a hot fantasy life.

    Not actively look for anyone right now but I hope that may change in the future before I am way too old.
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  5. What is a list of things that you want to do?

    In no particular order, I want to...

    1. Worship a large cock and balls all day.
    2. Have my cock worshipped all day.
    3. Get fucked and sucked while on the phone with my with (she would have no idea).
    4. Get spit roasted and filled.
    5. Get fucked and filled by a group of 5-10 very hung guys.
    6. Suck and fuck online for others to watch.
    7. At least once, get paid to suck or get fucked.
    8. Get fucked and filled then go home and fuck my wife with my ass full of cum.
    9. Leave my hotel door propped open and see how many strangers fuck me in a 24 hour period.
    10. Lay on my stomach and have 50 guys cum all over may back, ass and hole. Flip over and have another 50 guys cum all over my chest, cock and balls. Then have one more guy use cum to lube his cock and fuck and fill me with a huge load.
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  6. I have a bizarre sexual fantasy that might make some laugh

    I?m a 29 year old male from Louisiana I?m @ least 6?3 & have always been curious about exploring my sexuality with another man. Which is something I still haven?t done yet. But lately not only have I been curious about sex with another man, but I?ve been curious about getting fucked??.by a midget 🙈 the thought of a midget topping & taking control of me is something on my bucket I would love to do even if it?s once regardless of his age (obviously has to be @ least 18), size, or if he had other midget friends who?d wanna join. Weird? Yes! Confusing? Yes! Funny? Sure! Whatever you wanna call it! I?d agree with you. I?ve watched a lot of midget porn whether straight or gay & I?ve been so turned on to the idea of a little person being an alpha & me being a beta. The thought of it drives me crazy in a good way! Too bad I hardly see any little guys that size. Just a random thought!
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  7. First Experience

    Hello all! I am a 59 yo w/m married to straight female. I'm recently had my first bisexual experience with a couple. I was having a beer at a local establishment and struck up a casual conversation with a couple around my age. They were visiting the area and staying at a local hotel. When the husband was in the restroom, his wife asked I would be interested in coming back to their room. When I probed a bit more as to her intentions she informed me that she gets off on watching her hubby suck dick. I was a bit hesitant at first, but decided to go. Obviously I enjoyed the experience because here I am on this site. I'm looking to find another couple in the Milwaukee/Chicago area for a similar experience. Thanks everyone!
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  8. Lydia?s time

    I posted a while back about me coming very close to making the transition to trans.. I hah been on hormones for enough time for my skin to soften, my voice to change, my body changed to a more female foam, and ya my cock got smaller .. my erections grew softer.. those last two are the pit falls some experience..
    Any way as I shared in the blog Being Rand?s Girl.. I met Randy.. widower of a couple years.. hunk of a guy.. sexy, masculine, hung very nicely.. He when we first started talking said he had kinda a strange request, he ask if I ever dressed as a female.. I told him of my coming close to me being full time tranny.. and that with my guys yes sometimes I semi dressed to surprise them.. anyway we met and I dressed in some of his wife?s things for him.. he was very passionate in our sex.. he went way out of his way to make sure that I got pleasured very well.. since then we have now had sex about a dozen times.. I have let my alter ego Lydia out to please him.. she loves dressing and doing being female.. taking on that roll of being female for him.. he now even talks calls her by name while together.. it is a science proven fact that male and or female breasts grow by being played with a lot.. he spends a lot of time kissing and sucking on my neck and shoulders.. this along with kissing and sucking my inner thighs and rimming and fingering me drives me sexually crazy.. now he is spending a lot of time kissing sucking and squeezing my breasts.. I was a solid cup before, now I am a solid c cup.. I have boobs again.. and they are very sensitive to his touch..
    This past weekend he invited me to spend the weekend.. I was dressed under my street clothes and in a matter of a min.. I was in his arms and almost naked..
    he took me to his bed and laid me on my back and dangled my head over the side so I could suck his cock while he sucked mine.. he rubbed and fingered my pussy while we 69.. soon I was moaning and squirming underneath him.. wanting him inside me.. he was driving his cock down my throat.. it felt so amazing to have him balls deep in my throat and feel him sucking me and fingering me all at the same time.. he is very strong and very capable of using his weight to pin me down in place.. after a while he stands up and grabbed me by my legs and kinda flung me around face down on the bed.. lifts my hips up and put a over stuffed pillow under my hips.. I feel him crawl up on the bed with my legs between his..
    he spreads my cheeks and I feel his tongue on my pussy.. he licks and drives his tongue in me over and over.. I am at this point so sexually crazy I can?t really think straight.. all I want and need is him inside me fucking me!! Then I feel him pour what seemed to be almost half a bottle of oil on my crack and pussy and start rubbing it in and fingering me.. he puts two fingers in me and spreads my pussy and pours oil in my hole.. using his fingers to oil me up very deep inside!!
    Then I feel his cock find my pussy.. with all the oil he slipped right in balls deep.. god it felt amazing!! He took my wrists in each hand and used my arms to drive himself deep with each and every thrust.. he fucked me like he would never fuck me again.. he was aggressive and powerful!! Then he leaned forward and really started giving it to me.. I felt his cock growing in me and I knew he was getting close.. soon he stiffened up and drove in as deep as he could and flooded my insides with his very thick hot cum.. god it is amazing when you can feel him squirting deep in you, feel his cum fill you up.. he laid there for a few minutes then reaches over to the night stand and grabbed something.. when he pulled out leaving me with that empty feeling he pushed a rather large but plug in my pussy.. telling me to leave it there he didn?t want his cum to leak out.. I was happy to agree.. I didn?t know then that it was also a remote control vibrating plug that he had total control of.. al toll he fucked me or Lydia 8 times over the course of two nights and two days.. he used the vibrating plug quite a bit, twice to send me over the edge blowing my load all over both of us..
    It was an amazing weekend and Lydia loves being his girl.. and as long as he continues to fuck me that way she can have her way
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