I recieved the biggest and most memorable taxi ride ever. I cant stop thinking about it. After a night of drinking at my local bar I ended up sharing a cab with a stranger. I could tell he had quite a bit to drink as well as I. After about ten minutes I felt his head on my shoulder. Not saying anything I soon felt his head falling to my lap. I felt myself growing hard in my jeans and no room for expansion. Soon i felt a hand rubbing my buldge. I was now so hard it hurt. I undid my button and zipper. I soon felt the warmth of his mouth over my cock trying not to distract the driver. I got the driver to stop before I got to my house and we managed to get out. We went into my garage and he continued to suck me off until I came hard in his mouth. I was so horny I grabbed his cock and returned the favor and had my first real taste of cum besides my own. Got another taxi for him and he was on his way. Still dont know his name. I have to jerk off now iam so horny thinking about it. Going to that bar again next weekend.
I am getting very excited have set up meeting for Thursday with another member for my first time. I have no experience with men but am looking forward to the meeting having all kinds of sexual day dreams as to what I would like to do with him. Is it odd that all of my dreams are to satisfy him with massage and oral to start. H seems like a very gentle and kind person based upon his posts and emails we have shared we are meeting at a coffee shop and I hope he is satisfied with my appearance and disposition so that we can go to his home. Any advice or suggestions are welcome.
I am tortured by the pain there is no forgiving my despair I am tortured by the blackness of my mind there is no forgiving my suffering I am tortured by my soul there is no forgiving the way you treated me I am tortured by my sins you will never understand my despair Music to drown out the pain there is no forgiving the darkness I am tortured by the pain death is a welcome end to my despair.
Pain never rest pain always there none would be bad I need you to hear I upheld an ever pain but you never came pain never rest and so my life must end.
Around, all around, the sinister creatures gather. my dread grows as the Dark One's touch falls against my neck. It mutilates me, and darkly my blood drips to the cold, uncaring tombstones. In my madness I call your name while Death's shadow surrounds me. Now alone, my love falls upon uncaring eyes. This is hell.
Slender beams of moonlight enter this darkened chamber as I kneel, always lost, always alone, frozen here, waiting. Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, infiltrating my darkened soul: Blood on humanity's face. I raise my head, now embracing this uncaring darkness.
What have you done to me? a black cloud of betrayal as emotions bleed. once we experienced paradise, childlike and innocent, but your love drifted away. sickening pool of agony- tears follow pain, follow darkness, love burnt to ashes. in a torrent of tears, I still love you.
Save me from this hell-hole, Save me from this mess, Save me from this Life, It`s like a torn up dress. The tears fly in the wind, Just like the tears of thread, I fear the days to come, They fill me full of Dread. No one can save me, Save me from these Fears, No one can stop them, Stop any of the Tears. I need to leave this place, Leave to save my Life, If i don`t leave, I might just use the Knife. Many other ways, Ways to save me now, I would pick one, If only i new how. Save me from this Hell-hole, Save me from this Mess, Save me from this Life, Tell me, Where is my White Dress.
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