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the next time i went down to his house after a few drinks i got naked and he tied me over a leather bench he had bought he then said gonna make you good boy he stared by using a leather strap 0n my ass then hegave me a good assfucking pulled it out and said clean it he put his hand around my balls and said open up and i did when i got done he said good job boy then he put nipple clamps on me as i moaned with the clamps he just laughed and said you like being a sub dont you boy then he made me rim his asshole by then 2 more of his friends came in and had been watching next thing i had 6inchs getting throathfucked and 7 in my ass getting it from both ends estill just sit and drunk beer and laughted when they left he tied my hands and put me in the bathtub said i look like i need a drink from his spout open up boy and drink frist time to taste piss but would not be the last time i did not do this much and only with him after i got my drink he tied me on the bench again and gave me a gift he sucked me off then he used a singaltail whip on my ass and ducttapped a 8 inch thick dildo in my ass as uaual when it was over got cleaned up and tookout to dinner but as time went on he just got into more kink than i wanted

the next week when i go to his house this weekyou are to be a sub bitch i said okay to how many he said just me and 2 friends iwas dressed in a blond wig carter belt and fishnets and a leather jock strap will you obey without being tied he asked and i said yeah i will try so he sit me in a chair and a black man came in pulled out a big 7,5 cock with a thick shaft and said suck it bitch after i got started he forced me all the way down and i gagged he just laughed and then he pulled out and bent me over a table and the man took off his belt and whipped my ass till it was red with welts i was crying and he said now for a good fucking he just lubed me enough to get it in without hurting me too much he rode me hard for a long time when he got done he left and estill the mans house was at came back in and said my turn and he fucked me for a long time when he got done felt the cum running out my ass then another man came in spread my asscheecks and said get ready for one more he was only 6.5 but had the thicked dick i ever saw he really finished me off when he got done put it up to my mouth and said clean it i shook my head no but estill twisted my balls till i did open up and cleaned his dick after he left i got cleaned up and got took to dinner so it was starting to get kinker

about 5 years ago i had a man who i would go to his house every weekend at first we just had oral and anal sex he lived 50 miles from me and was discrete after a few weeks he wanted to role play me be his sub and i decided to do it well first time he tied my hands laid me across the bed and 2 friends came in one spanked my bare ass and said you gonna get it bitch with my asscheecks burning a little i got7 inchs up my ass and 6 in my mouth then the man who had me there made me rim his asshole before he put his 7inchs in me got spanked fucked and sucked cock for 4 hrs or so then they left i got cleaned up and he took me out to eat i did this sub deal with him for about 4 months till he got to kinky with me

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Years ago, I had my first bi play date. When I was married, she was reading erotica. To help spice up the bedroom and thought we really didn't know about sex. Just too close minded, and wanted to know more.
We tried to do swinging or bringing another in our bed. I agreed only cause she always knew how to get me horny. We talked to a few, touched a few and made out. 1 guy actually made it possible to try it all. Only to experience my first bi play in front of her. Which she wanted to see 2 guys making out. We did, and I finally got comfortable with it all.
I took the plunge, and dropped down and sucked his cock. And threw him for a shock and her, while he was kissing her. He got harder and she got wet like a rainy day. She was turned on by it and wanted more playing. That night she got the hottest sex as she remembered it in roleplay. The next few nights and day dreams. Work got her busy on weekends, and he wanted more play time. He took a chance and asked if we could play without her.
I was like, ok if I want to give her a guy on guy play. I need to experience it little more and get comfy with it.
Let's just say, after that he wanted allot of 1 on 1 with me. And we made out, 69, forplay, oral....AN AFFAIR! But he gave her her time and we played like we finally got comfy as we made out and 69.
But when she worked, he came over and we had sex like men and women do!
Only it was a affair to remember, too he almost got caught cheating. By his girlfriend, so he ended it.

TODAY, I miss having a discreet FWBs and all that went with it.
Maybe someday I can get it back and enjoy myself again.
So I posted and ad here.
And chat with other like minded guys and gals. To make a new FWBs, I'm also chatting on KIK-Up2Nog

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]He said he wasn't good at fucking and that he'd long since learned it wasn't something he liked to do; I told him that I didn't care if he was lousy at it and, in my own bitchy way, hit him with, "If you really do love me, you'll get that beautiful dick in me and fuck me and fill my ass with your spunk!"

And he'd do it and he was, in fact, quite good at it and, yep, he'd be in me, fucking me nicely, and crying happily the whole time; still, it bothered me to see the tears streaming down his face and the utter beauty of his green eyes marred by redness when his dick was pumping away crazily inside me. It wasn't really fair to him so I realized that it would be better for him not to make his fucking me a regular thing and as my heart said it needed to be; he was better at "being the girl" so it made him even happier just to be the girl.

And it all made me a different kind of insane but, at the same time, he taught me so much about effeminate gay men and it sometimes made me feel like an asshole knowing that his very girly ways still just rubbed me the wrong way; he taught me that I wasn't as tolerant as I should have been and that I shouldn't get annoyed at the way he behaved at times - it's was just him being himself and someone who was very much in love.

Like how'd he just come up to me (when the coast was clear) and no matter what I was doing, just pull my dick out and start sucking it; it would often piss me off when I was doing something I needed to pay attention to and, once, I almost said something to him about it and how distracting - and sometimes dangerous - it was, like the time he decided to suck me off while I had a very sharp knife in my hand while dicing onions. It took me by surprise and he was so damned good at sucking me that I forgot to put the knife down... and damned near dropped it, pointy end down, and it would have landed on the back of his neck.

I wanted to be mad at him... but realized that with him, that would be a mistake - but I did say to him, "Next time, wait for me to put the knife down, okay?"

He loved sucking my dick and, I think, more than he liked having me inside him and while you might think that having someone around who'd spend a lot of time sucking you off and at the drop of a hat, it was so annoying and bothersome and I knew it was me more than it was him; he was just always showing his love and desire for me and I had to learn to be better and just go with it. Although, I would have to remind him that it would be better for both of us if he left something for my wife to enjoy.

"I'm thinking it wouldn't go well for either of us when she wanted to make love and I couldn't get it up for her - what do you think?"

"Yeah, that would be bad," he agreed. The amazing thing about him was that he adored my wife and enough to find out what was so fascinating about eating pussy, something he admitted that he liked more than he thought he would and my wife told him that he was a natural at it. No, it didn't swing him to the bi side of things but, as he told me, "Now I know why you love pussy so much - it's not as bad as I thought it would be, that and it made me understand you better."

It broke my heart when he had to leave; I loved him so much that his loss was nearly unbearable and even then I knew that he was one of a kind, that chances were good that I'd never meet another guy who'd come close to him... even when his effeminate ways still made me crazy at times. He made me a better and more tolerant person; yeah, really effeminate guys still rub me the wrong way but he made me better at not letting it drive me insane.
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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]But you never say never. I've already written here about the guy I fell in love with and the relationship we had while he lived with me and my wife (and kids) and he was simply amazing as a person and, yeah, probably more effeminate than my cranky USAF roommate. I loved him with all my heart and soul... but he still found a way to make me insane - he was a very emotional guy and he cried a lot, not because he was upset but because he said he was so happy about the way things were.

It's hard to get into having your dick masterfully sucked when the guy doing it is crying happily while he's doing it; it's disconcerting to be fucking him and he's crying and all that, making me think that I was hurting him. He'd explain it, I understood it, but thought that I could get used to it and just ignore it... but I couldn't and it wasn't like I could "demand" that he not be so emotional while we were being intimate with each other.

I'd talk to my wife about it... and she'd just laugh at me and remind me of my service roommate while telling me to be grateful my lover wasn't like that guy was.

Getting him to fuck me was like pulling teeth without Novocain; he's they guy who really made me think about the whole top/bottom thing even though, at the time, those terms were unknown to me. We were in love and to be in love meant a deeper level of sharing and, intelligently, he understood that but no matter how much we talked about it, he'd wind up saying, "But I'm the girl in this, my love!" I got it... and didn't and I had to "make" him fuck me and "prove" his love that way and, yeah, I felt bad about it but, damn it, I wanted him like that and I was, by God, gonna have him like that.
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[FONT=comic sans ms][FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]Moving off base eased a lot of the pressure of getting busted but didn't really make living with him any easier. He very much liked group sex and it wasn't unusual to have some guys over on the weekend for blowjob and fucking sessions that would last the entire weekend; you came over on Friday night, got naked, and stayed that way the whole time with the only exception of having to run out for something.

While my youthful debauchery had me used to having sex with a bunch of guys watching and participating, oh, my god, my roommate's bitchiness would make an appearance big time. I'd be sucking a guy's dick and I'd have to listen to him saying shit like, "He doesn't suck my dick like that!" or, once, when I was fucking a guy, he was bitching about me having too much fun or that I didn't show that level of interest when my dick was in his ass - and sometimes he'd do this even when he should have been paying attention to the guy who was fucking him.

Once, he made it a point to tell everyone in attendance one weekend not to have sex with me because I ate pussy and stuck my dick in it. Now, a lot of the guys who hung out with us were, in fact, bisexual like I was so they were both confused and annoyed about him being totally pissed off about that. One guy said to me while we were in the kitchen getting something to snack on, "Man, he's worse than a lot of women I know!"

One Saturday, a friend of his came over while he was out at the store and when he got back and saw the two of us sitting there and talking, he immediately - and very loudly - accused us of fucking each other behind his back and wouldn't believe that his friend had only been there all of five minutes before he came in. After I told him I was two seconds from kicking his ass - and as expected - he wanted to kiss and make up with both of us and I wasn't having any of it so I left for a few to cool off; when I came back in, yep, there he was, on his back and getting dicked, which was fine with me.

Then he got mad with me because I wasn't upset about seeing him getting fucked. I decided that I'd never get involved with an effeminate gay man ever again.
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